Not sure... after being away from home for 6 months, I get this feeling like a bomb could drop at any moment.
Also concerned that W says that she is not ready to fully recommit to the relationship for life. When I tell her that I would crash at a local (very) nice hotel until 4/1, she says no I don't want you to leave.
I guess this is all normal sh*t.
Overall, things are very good. You get a little insecure after getting "tossed" and then coming back.