Midst of D, R even further on the downswing

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Time,
I am "getting my ducks in a row" for the legal proceedings next week. I am also trying to "play nice" as best as possible when I am around my STBX and S. We even discussed some things about the future and discussed how we would try and be civil as our S grows up.

I know that things are gong to get hectic during the proceedings but I hope that it can be put in the past and we can move forward. A lot of past history with my STBX shows the opposite but I hope that because of our son, she will at least try.

I will look into the divorce care group. I have enjoyed the support and opportunity to go out and meet people in the same situation as me. I hope that it can be something to help me move forward.