I agree with you Vali. But if I voice how I feel and are not saying mean and ugly things to hurt him how can that be "Vicious"?
Is the truth vicious?
Or is it that I am not sitting here any longer with a smile saying "Ill take anything?"
I do not try to react to H. Ever since this journey , I have learned reactions are not helpful. But in order for me to move forward I have to honestly deal with the emotions I have inside.
Why did I choose NOW to tell H? I wasnt ready. I wasnt ready for any consequence for telling H how i felt. Now , I am.
It just isnt right. I cant tiptoe around the things he has done. Im not voicing how hurt I am for the things he has done to me. I am voicing on how his behavior to D7 isnt right. It just isn't. And I am done pretending it is ok. i have waited for H to make a change towards her on his own.
