jersting still working on it

[jersting]

I am supprised that no one has jumped on here and told me anything at this point.

well anyway, all papers are signed and I guess I could jump over to "Divorced but not done", but I am not sure that I am not done. When I talk to W, she says crap like "maybe in another life we will get together and make it work" when I respond that I don't believe in that she says that she don't know what the future holds for us. I can't believe that sometimes I entertain the thought of us getting back together in the future after I hear her say something like that. My minor problem right now is that I can't seem to get her off my mind for more than a couple hours at a time. I have been told that will go away with time and I know it did the last time but this time it seems a little different because now I have complete closer unlike the last few times. I am relieved to have the closer but for some reason it still hurts a little.