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The fake letting go doesn't work. I know, I did that accelerated version of trying to get my H back! He saw right through it.


I know the fake version well--- very well. They know us better then even we know ourselves.

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e felt like I was holding him hostage. How much do you suppose that made him want to be around me?


YEs that wonderful choke hold that we put on them it must be so wonderful when we suffocate them!

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Mostly though, it is because of the fact that you are a quick study and really "getting" this.


Glad to know I have fooled you!! HA!!

However- I do think there is some wonderful stuff going on deep inside of me.


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again