Pam - I knew you were going through some of your own growing pains. Thank you for sharing. The hesitation in sharing is WISDOM...I know what happens to those of us who are so hungry for "the fix" and there isn't one.
It isn't just here on the board - it is every where. When we truly let go. When our hearts don't try and loop everything back in that they seem to "Show" up again. It is funny - yet I ache for those of you going through that stage....it seems exhausting.
I AM getting it. I AM. I feel like I can "Walk away from the gravesite." As my mom put it yesterday. AS I told you guys already I SAW that I DID GET THE BEST of H --- and unless he works on himself knowone will ever have that part of him. UNLESS HE CHOOSES to work on himself and the demons and darkness inside of him...knowone will have what I had. AND THAT brings me peace. AND IN THAT as I have already said I am at another level of letting go.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
