New year, new thread, new attitude!

[new_attitude]

Hi ST! Thanks for stopping by.

Did you ever initiate in bed before? before the sitch? not in the beginning, but the times leading up to the sitch?

I tried to initiate several months ago, before he moved out and I was turned down. So, that keeps popping into my mind, even though things are going much better now than they were then. I guess I don't want to screw things up any more. Also, I initiated the last "real" time we were together, which seems like many, many moons ago- probably about a year ago...

Now if he has some kind of physical problem causing him a complex about ML, then that's a whole diff issue, but IMHO, guys want us to be sexy, look good for us, initiate sometimes, and just be that "crazy-good-girl" in bed.

I don't think there's any physical problem. And, he did say that he was still attracted to me a couple of months ago in JC.

I may wait a bit before really trying to initiate something. Right now I think I would be too crushed if he turned me down- if I can get to the mindset that UD mentioned, with no expectations, then I'm sure I will have no problem going for it.