One plus year Post-D and I am in the same boat as you. Really struggling with it and Lent/Easter doesn't help!
CIAZ,
I would not look back.... Your wife made her choices...... You need a woman who understands what M is REALLY about.... I would focus on finding "the one"......
I looked for six months and spent countless hours sifting through women to find my W..... It was like another full time job... However, in His time, God lead me to her.... And told me she would be my wife BEFORE we even spoke on the phone.... He totally blew me away... You need to roll up your sleeves and get to work!
No_More_Dodo
"Chains do not hold a marriage together. It is threads, hundreds of tiny threads which sew people together through the years. That is what makes a marriage last --more than passion or even sex!" - Simone Signoret
