I know..KAW..but as we all have experienced you always have a little bit of the hope tucked away..but then get disappointed.. I sure did not lose sleep waiting for a call..
been working on a major paint project..old walpaper falling off ceiling as I paint the primer on..yuck...
Maybe I shouldn't have, but I called h and left message that when he got home, if he wanted to come for pizza and catch up on laundry...also said if he just wanted to relax alone that was ok too..
People at church who don't know we are s..asked me if I missed him..did he call...kinda makes you feel funny.oh well
He called..after I had talked myself into the "he must not want to talk to me" mode...I convinced myself that he should have been back way earlier then they were..then I talked to myself and said that he does not have to report to me..when he called I asked when they got back..( not in any harsh tone or doubting tone..just general conversation)they had to clean the vans and then he said he went up to pub for a beer...I said with the other adults who went, he said no, they could not go, but he met our sec from the church up there..I did not ask if her h was there too..while I know there is nothing going on there..a little part of it bothers me...does he not realize that people do talk...and why not call me to go.... hello..again I remind myself we are s...what part of that can't I seem to understand.... I want things to be normal again....
The positive is he called and we talked a long time..he told me how rewarding it is to go and help these people..and the fellowship time..the young kids that worked pretty hard.Wonder if he had time to think about us and our m....he seems to be soooo happy abouth all the church stuff he's doing..wish he would talk to me!!
