ok..I was hoping he would call..but not waiting around..I regress and tell myself that it is a clear sign that he is not really working on us..the feelings are not there for me. When do you suppose I am going to see that? I don't want to give up the hope... but am I kidding myself..

I can say that I am not totaly living and waiting for him to wake up..I feel like I have made so many improvements to move forward.........I don't know