Thanks Jackie..Dotto..it is so easy to get excited about the good stuff..but then the old mind starts wondering..that must be another phase..being able to get rid of those thoughts before they take over.
Was starting some scrapbooking..looking through pictures..tears were flowing when I see just how wonderful of a father he was/is...and the wedding pictures..I sat there asking him out loud what went wrong and will it ever be ok again..I just packed those up, as I am not going to start there.
The church group made it on their trip ok..he did not call, but then I am not expecting he will and if he does it will be a pleasent surprise...