HC thank you so much for your insight. I am doing a lot of 180s not for the R but for myself. Many friends are really noticing (lol)
I just really miss her. I miss our talks we used to have a long long time ago. I am also doing individual counseling as the W feels there is no point of counseling since she is sure of how she feels. Hence the speed run to sell house, filing of D papers etc.
I guess I am just having one of those days. Where I feel like this might be a lost cause. But I do not want to give up hope.
