Just updating. Had a consultation with a L today. Pretty nice guy. Agreed our D was easy - could do it ourselves. Asked why we were getting D and when I told him, he said - Boy I've seen this a thousand times. She knows in 6 months OM's sh*t is going to stink too, right?
I hate hearing that, though, because it jerks me right back into that "there's hope if I'm just patient" space and I need to get away from that. I'm focusing on myself and what I want in a relationship and right now W isn't giving that.
Met with IC the other day and had a great session. Don't want to accept what's going on, but this is what I've got right now so might as well make the best of it and make sure I come out okay on the other side. Detachment doesn't mean being nasty - it means preserving your own emotional space so you don't get hurt.
Just found out I get to go to Hawaii in May - woohoo, never been before! Will have to do a little work, but will have at least 3.5 days to play. Can't complain about that!
