Yikes!!! Pam, to be honest, hearing about Tx no longer upsets me. I've accepted that you aren't going to let him go and you aren't going to listen to anyone about what a nut case he is..What I feel, everytime you mention him, is utter disbelief. He certainly is adept at reeling you in no matter what he does.
It's your life and you have to do what you feel is right for you. Unfortunately, you're going to continue on the Tx roller coaster for quite some time, it seems.
I really do want the best for you. You're a good person and deserve to be happy.
