addie, you are so right!!! I'm having such a hard time. He is supposed to be with me!!! I'm having a rough afternoon, sorry to vent on you. I keep praying for him. I believe my H was about to join the church in June of last year but I think it scared him & then he went on this trip & met the OW. I'm sure by the time he comes to get his things there will not be much change & I know I have to face the possibility that he won't ever come back to me. I shouldn't want him back the way he has done but I felt like he was God sent to me & we were meant to be together.
Yes, he did blame me for "bailing out of our M" because I didn't go back to work full time when he thought I should. He never said he wanted me to work full time. I planned on starting a business & working from home & he was all excited about it just December 2006. And, he was jealous because our older dog had been really sick & not eating very well, to get her to eat I had to hand feed her for a while. He said that was part of the problem too. Childish??? Anyway, I thought everything was fine regarding work. And it was until the scuba trip.
