Hound, thanks again. This guy is board certified in Psychiatry and Neurology and he is $400 buck and hr. but most importantly he lets me get it all out and I feel great when I leave. He make me feel sane when I sometime doubt myself in a very difficult time. He is not a MC. He makes very few suggestions but when he speaks boy I listen hard. He said I was very resilient and says I should not take any more crap. He says W will not respect me until I give it back to her and not just take it all the time. He says I am living in the middle of a Sh** storm and I have to decide how long I want to hang in or how long it will last.
