well on the drive home i didnt act lovey once. i did start singing with her and for two hours we had a sing along to her favorit C.D.s it was nice she acted comfortable near me for the first timwe all weekend. she did get a little cold as she dropped me off. it was weired, she litterly changes 5 miles from our house. she stopped singing and just clammed up. she did give a hug which was nice but then she beet feet. mabey being near were we should be living makes her feel guilty? and Ms. Ladey if you remember in C she told me flat out that if i dont persue her she had no reason top come back. the thing is she need is in doses not a 3 day failurthon. i also cant take 3 days with her because the huirt im hideing come out. i can drop my needs for a while but i do miss her love in my life. but the fact she wants to base out whole marrage on how this weekend goes seem ludicruse
