Jethro..Dotto...your kind words bring me back to a calmer state..funny how just a little response..anything...can ground me. I know for sure the hormones are kicking in my feelings of sadness, unloved bla bla bla...I sure hope menopause is not like this only 24/7!!!!
You are right, Jethro he has not gone off the deep end..as I have read and reread here, I feel like maybe I don't belong here..then I wake up..h did not have an a..although many things pointed me to that..he had something with this ff..not an ea or pa..so I am not sure what kind of "A" it would be..maybe a "I got sucked in by a needy, weak b*tch, who loves to hang on men, even if married, A".
Dotto..thanks for stopping by..I did enjoy the wine.. but never started the book. H and I just got back from ER, dd cut her finger at work, and we thought it might need stitches..it did..4. I am so weak that I asked him to go along, I can't handle those things with my kids..at first when I picked him up, he seemed disgusted, but I let it go. He started telling me about the church conference he went to today..also made mention about talking with some of the people after the picnic last night..I did not ask if they went up to local pub..my guess is they did..I let that go too.Why should I think he would want to be with me on his birthday???Cause I don't want to feel rejected.
I hope things are still going smooth for you..I will have to e-mail you.I am no good at that or phones. But I do think of you often, I picture you on a front porch at your cottage, sipping wine or lemonade, reading a good book!!!I have read too many romances.