Things seem to be okay for you. Like you I am getting braver and asking H for things I want. Like you when I get a little I want it all.
I could have written about the Bday. H bday killed me. I cried all day. Knew he was going to lunch with employees. Dinner w Son. I hope the wine and the book were good.
I guess we have things a little better as we don't have full blown A with OW. They want to be alone away from us.
Like you I wonder does he miss me, does he think of me, remember things we did or is his new life filling in those gaps. I drive myself nuts.