Good day to all...went to church picnic..did not seek h out to hang with him...or sit with him...I am sure there are people there that wonder what is up..anyway..there was a short program and we were sitting in chairs under some trees..when I took mine I did not see h, as I knew he was going to be singing, so I sat with some other ladies when I had turned around he was in the back with his mom and sister and I thought how sad that other couples are sitting togehter and I don't have that, but oh well we really are not a couple right now.After they sang he went back and sat down, and I felt someones feet on the back of my chair, but paid not attention..when I did kinda turn, there he was right behind me!!!I said and I touched his knee, "Oh, I did not know you were back there", he just smiled and said "yes". So what do you make of this..I try not to pursue and be clingy, yet I feel sad when we aren't a couple..do you suppose he comes around me because he doesn't want others to wonder too much?? OR could he be coming around me because of me??Such things for me to ponder.Come to think about it when I got to church this morning and was standing by him talking to someone, the shirt I had on had a collar that was turned up and he reached and fixed it for me.Funny how we remember and realize such little things..I am not sure in the past if he would have done that, he might have said your collar is bent.Again..little things..big steps...
Have a great week ahead...it is suppose to be hot in Illinois this week..can't complain we wanted nice weather.
