Hi, klm. Sorry to hear about the bronchitis! I know how awful it can be because I'm a huge sinus/allergy sufferer, and most times a sinus cold will turn into bronchitis for me. Ugh.
Don't feel like an idiot. You're human and have feelings, too, ok? Sometimes, no matter how hard we try, it's almost impossible to keep them all inside. After the small incident, how did things end last night?
Aside from that, at least two positives to note: one, your H called YOU, and two, HE asked YOU out for a drink. Wasn't that something you wanted to see more of?
Rebuilding trust takes time, understanding, and, as Michelle said, patience. It might feel a little hopeless at times, but it CAN happen. It CAN be rebuilt.
(((((klm)))))
Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell
