Welcome back man! Thanks for the note. I am having a bad day today, the first one in a while. I think it is mostly because of my reaction to the reservation and my confronting her. Also because she didn't come home until 11PM last night when she said she would be home at 8:30. I really feel like I am losing her now but mostly because of my actions.
I realize I can not control her, I know I am trying to hard but all I want to do is straighten this thing out and get it back on track. It is laso very hard to be in the same house.
Psyc appointment went well. He thinks she is Manic Depressed and told me not to believe a word that comes out of her mouth. Don't ask questions because you will only get very hurtful answers. He also said I was the lightning rod for all her anger and issues and not to accept that.
