Hound If im missing it then i dont know how to find it. Beleive me im looking for any sigh. Im going to back off again but this time im going to look to being more normal then before. your right Mink when your no callange why should they persue. I read the book 5 love lanquges and she says her two are gifts of service and quality time. im overdoing it on the servises i can see that now. also my clingyness is smothering her. well here we are with a 2 hour car ride back home. man i hope ist not to late. as for thr OM i dont know if its serious or not but i didnt get married to this women because i could not forgive her. shes in a lonley place right now no matter how much she suger coateds it.

man it sucked this morning though. she looked at me and said her jaw hurts because she has been clenching her teeth all weekend because she is nervious around me. not as ego killer but a heart crusher