I went through stages... I tried to be there for her and ended up coming off smothering and all that. So for the last several weeks I have kept my distance and tried not to ask any questions of her and just stay out of her way. While, for the most part, that has made things better, this weekend was horrible. She was so mean and hateful. I am better now, but it was really bad. I know down deep that its worth it, but that doubt is creeping in.
Thanks for the support. I am trying! I am just tired of the constant depression and crap. Its hard to GAL when she is still right there, rubbing it in my face all the time. I think that she is trying to hurt me because she has been hurt. I don't know. Still working!!!!!!
