Ok, so I am off the volcano ride from last night...... Kids asked for H today. They didn't talk to him at all yesterday and usually do talk to him once a day.
So I called H this morning and he answered--wasn't sure he would after last night's discussion. Told him the kids wanted to talk to him. He talked to S and D and they were thrilled!
I got back on the phone and told H we were going in to school late b/c it was my spring break and I wanted them to have a little break, too (H used to get super irritated when I took them into day care late, S has preschool starting at 8 and today it was 8:45 when we talked to H). He was totally fine with that. I said, I am taking S to Horton Hears a Who on Friday b/c he wants to do something fun on "spring break".
Well, what do you know? H wants us all to go TOGETHER Friday night. Thinks it will be fun....
Before I hung up I told him I didn't mean to be a b!tch last night on the phone, I was just upset about S being so upset. That it hurt me to see him hurting and that is why I got angry. H said no, no, I don't think you are a "b" at all. I know why you were upset....
I can tell H's moods pretty well most of the time. Right now he is feeling like crap b/c inside, he knows that S is upset b/c of the choices H is making. He ISN'T mad at me (even though he sounded that way last night), he is mad at himself.
So I am going to take care of me and get another room cleaned out/organized today. Just need to take care of me and kids and let the rest go for now......
