Hi All. I took a long needed break from this board.
I have been very vocal lately about everything to H. basically I am sick of his crap.
It is hard when you have children and have to accept that these parents are the way they are.
H and i had a few words the past couple of weeks.
Needless to say, I am just letting out what I need to let out.
H plays the game where he will call dozens of times to talk to D7, but when I do answer he stops calling.
It is all so tiring.
While , i am on the boards i criticize myself and watch evry move I make.
Well, I just let it all out the past couple of weeks and it felt good.
H hasnt reacted angry but distant.
H came to her game last Saturday and he sat by himself with his head in his hands.
We do not speak ....again.
He took D7 to eat at the restaurant OW works at, as a waitress, the night before.
I did not know they were still together. h said on Valentines day he did not know how she was doing and he did not have a Valentine.
so , of course, that threw me on a spin. Honestly, it is hard to accept that they are still together. Mind you, she moved out but they are still together. I just stated my opinion about everything again..not nicely.
I mean really..I do not exist to this man right now. D7 is almost there. It gets old. It isnt right. It has been three yrs almost.
I guess, Im not so good at this. I really cant offer great dbing advice because i do not think i follow it. Has anyone just let it out on their MLCER ...What did I have to lose..
