I've got MC this afternoon. Feeling kind of anxious about it. I emailed W. in response to something she sent me and I signed it "looking forward to seeing you tomorrow". She sent me an email and signed hers "looking forward to seeing you too".
For some reason I have this feeling that she may end things in this session, but I suppose that wouldn't necessarily fit with this kind of signing of emails. This is what I mean when I say I just don't really know if anything means anything anymore!
I'm pretty anxious about this session. I'm not sure exactly how to "be". I suppose the success of any given session depends as much on my W. as me. This is a tough one right now, given how hopeless I've been feeling for the last week. At least I know I don't want to be bringing all of that negativity in to the meeting. But I don't think I can be like Tony Robbins in some excited "I'm so happy we're going through this" attitude.
Any suggestions of how others have handled the feelings of hopelessness and how they have handled this kind of balancing act of PMA in MC?
