OT's post very much applied to me, too. I still want X to be unhappy, to "pay" for what he did. Maybe it's because I'm feeling lonely right now and yes, sometimes I feel unworthy of love because my H left me. I want him to feel pain.

My ex, though, I think will remain self-centered b/c he's always been that way. It would be best for him to have a good R with the kids. He just called and told me he'll be going to hear a speech contest that DD's is in. I can't go b/c I'm working, so I know she'll be happy, but I'm JEALOUS!!! *I* want to be the best parent! *stomp*

Yeah, I'm a baby, so what? ;\)

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