I was kinda down yesterday besides having a cough that keeps me up half the night, a classmate of d20 died from a alchohol related car accident after her sisters wedding reception sat night..the driver was the grooms brother, and he and the girls boyfriend came out with scratches..even though she was not a close friend, my d was shaken..she said even when this happens do you think it will make others stop and think before driving, I said to some it might, others no. She said the driver has to live with this the rest of his life..how true. How sad for parents to have a joyous event of your d getting married, only to bury the other a week later. It makes me very thankful that my only troubles right now are my m.
I did call h after I got to work and told him he needed to sign a copy of tax return for dd school loan stuff...he works only a block away, so I said I would run it over..he came out and was just smiling his smile..was it for me..who knows..he seemed to want to linger after he signed it, I did ask him if he was going to my nieces graduation party(my sister is the one who has bad mouthed him)he said he was planning on it, but I had not told him the time...boy will those relatives of mine be shocked to see me with him..as they also are the ones who have "assumed" they know all the circumstances..I know I sound like I want to show them a thing or two, and part of me does, the other part has been to let it go.
At church Sunday h also sought me out and gave me a smile..something he has not done in a long time.
