You sound like you are doing pretty good inspite of being weepy. This isn't easy for anyone and I know that I have my ups and downs. It is so easy to read into whatever they say and whatever they do and I'm starting to understand more and more about getting on with your life.
I understand that I don't have to give up my marriage, but in order to not sit down and keep feeling sorry for myself because of my situation, I need to get out there and live. I now see that what attracted my H to me in the first place was the life that I had when we first met.
Now that all of this has been dumped on my shoulders along wtih taking care of a family, I'm no longer any fun because I'm constantly trying to fix everything.
Boy, trying to encourage you and having a light finally go off in my head. No wonder they keep telling you to come to the boards and write.
Keep doing the things that you are doing, and before you know it you are going to be right where you are supposed to be and you are going to be stronger then ever!
