Thanks Kaw for the visit..I was going to respond over on your thread..glad your wife is feeling better..sounds like she is definately up and down with feelings and emotions. That can be tough to handle in a healthy m..I give you much praise for your continued patience.. The fact that she wants you around her says something..practically pinning you down!!!
Our kids are doing ok..our d talks to her dad..about $$ and her unbalanced bank account..son does not say too much..does not call him(kinda like father like son as far as making the first move!)Both kids were not working tonight so we all went to eat..h did ask son if he wanted to see Xmen movie(son works at theatre so they can get in free)..so they are going later. H called me at work about going to his moms for Mothers Day..and helping her in her yard. I decided last night I maybe have to really stop calling him..i do maybe once or twice a week.It does not seem to be driving him further away..but i feel torn on if it is pursueing him and not letting him have his space. He took some of our computer games and i asked if he had a computer..duh..he does. I went outside and had tears because i feel if he's spending the $ on a computer when we have a fairly new one here..then he probably is not intending to come back..I know...I am assuming again. I may bite the bullet and bring up some kind of talk about us. I really would like to get out of this house..for many reasons..and thought if I approach him on maybe thinking about selling it..I also know if we don't ever get back that I cannot afford to live on my own without his financial help. I just don't know..I am weepy right now and I know that is not the time to try and talk without sounding needy. Mothers day is a very sad day for me, my mother has been gone 22 years, yet this day is still so sad. Guess I am finding excuses why I should not bring up our r.
