Thank you for respecting my privacy. I feel like we are friends, so I wanted to use my name. Anyway, I really hope you begin to feel better soon. Yes, do some thinking, it doesnt have to be anything huge - just something to make you smile, or feel good. Maybe a new hobby, or something spiritual, or someplace you might enjoy visiting or taking up a sport or taking a class or doing some sort of project, planting a garden, charity work, learn a language, read a book you always wanted to get to. Hope this gives you some ideas.