Sue,

You are not alone. I do the same thing and then when I do ask, I get the I'm not sure or no; but I will leave a place open in my heart for you. What is that! I guess it is his way of telling me that he still cares and that there is a possibility. Which is more then what he told me when this first started. He basically told me that there was no way that he could see himself ever getting his feelings back for me. Now he doesn't think that he can get past this but that he will leave the door open.

Hang in there.

Laurie