Not calling her but it sure hurts. I am 100% GAL and all that infact I do feel very good in one regard to my life these days but I still feel a little bit of my heart missing. I am sure this is common.

Just venting and typing here so I do not call her. I do not want to give up hope but being in limbo even though she served me papers is crap. I just get the vib she is rushing because "She feels at peace with this decision. And are completely happy now. Eating well, sleeping well..." It has only been about 5 weeks.

Uggh ok over thinking again. JS and MM thanks for the advice and to the rest of us out there thanks for listening as always.

God Bless