Thanks for the support. I am trying the 180. Whole family went to the Rodeo all day Saturday and celebrated daughters birthday at the house Sunday. Family had a good time but she only did small talk with me weather etc. Nothing really warm. This morning she did hug me by before leaving for work while I took off and cared for the kids due to spring break. She came home early and is leaving for a vacation tomorrow for the rest of the week with the kids, her mom and sister. I feel left out and hurt because I have been begging her to get away with me for 3 months prior to our separation. She did hug me before I left the house and gave me their itinerary for their trip. I do not know what to expect when they return from this trip. I hope she does some sole searching but it kills me that she is just taking off and having fun with my family without me. I feel betrayed after I have always been there for her and never taken a trip with the girls that did not include her. Thanks for all the support and replys. I am not very good at this 180 thing. I do not know if I should try to talk to her again or really try and move on in hopes that she will take a step forward to save her marriage. I have learned a lot in the last few months and want to share these things with her so we can get on the same page and work together.
