The Last Cut Is The Deepest

[TRUSTING]

I feel the same way about having had H at his best.

I had my H when he was healthy, not emotionally weak, immature, and just plain weird.

I told him this about 6 months ago. I told him I was blessed to have had him those 17 wonderful years. I told him I will not ever forget what we had and how wonderful he use to be. I told him I had been blessed beyond measure. He hated that I said this.

Only time will tell if we will ever have it back. I know I have to keep reminding myself that this is not about me - it is his crisis.

Hugs Hope - you are in my prayers..