journaling again,

alot on my mind the last week. wrote my wife a brief letter, of course i have not given it to her. basically wrote down on paper that i was beginning to fall out of love with her. how much that scared me and how sad it made me feel. i also wrote how love will die if you do not feed it.a few times over the weekend i just wanted to blurt it out. but i restrained myself. i know it is pressure, my patience has been put to the test the last week. when i step back and really take a hard look at this situation, i would never believe it possible. i can understand why no one other than those going through this can comprehend the unbelievable craziness of each situation.there is a common thread to all our situations, but each one has a different twist all its own.


m-54
w-44
children-4
bomb-sept 21 2007
t-21
m-20yrs
bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023