So glad to hear that things are looking up... Hopefully, now that you have an AD that appears to be doing it's job, you'll have even more good days and even more chances at getting body and mind aligned! Patience is key. I think it will only get better from here.
It's funny that you say about having a life long partner and how you know after all this time that he will be there for you... That's probably the only reason that has constantly kept me fighting for my M. There have been times when it all seems like just too much work, but then I'll be sitting on the couch in my jammies, watching one of my silly girlie shows, eating ice cream and I think about whether or not I really want to throw away the last 10 years of getting to this point with my H just because things aren't progressing as quickly as i'd like. Do I really want to go from a place where he knows my flaws and strengths and loves me anyways (even if he doesn't show it well) to starting from scratch alone... That and when I'm driving home in the afternoon and my D3 says something like "can we just go see daddy now..." that gets me every time!
take care...
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
