H just came by to pick up some crucial stuff he had left here during his lunchtime and most of the pictures/paintings in the house (they were given to us by his family in his defense)! And the kids are going to see him tomorrow night, so they are not feeling sad at all.
I'm surprisingly still OK too. I helped H out with a couple things, and acted my usual nice self with him. He smiled at me as he left, a big smile, and I asked him what he was smiling about. He said I was acting weird, but a good weird. I think I have always been that way, he just never notices me really (too obsessed with OW I guess).
I've got rehearsal tonight for 4 hours, so that will keep me busy and I need to work on memorizing my lines/dancing etc. I've been cleaning like crazy since H left, put a couple more hours into housework so far today. At some point, hopefully I will get to relax, but so far I am fine with the separation. It was time. Karen
