Midst of D, R even further on the downswing

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I am in the process of getting something put into place by the courts. We go to court on the 24th. Part of her argument in court is that I am unsuitable to have any custody of our son. She is also doing it to hurt me.

I have made numerous offers to watch Jack and tried to make accomodations to be able to see him to which she has denied me.

Trust me, I have documented as much as possible. I have pictures from our computer and came across some other things that I do not believe she even knows about.

I have not spoken to her family since I have filed. The reason why I spoke to her family is because over the course of our marriage, she alienated me from my side of the family. I had no one else to talk to. Also over the course of our relationship, I became very close to her grandmother and went to her for advice. That is the only reason they know what they know.

Part of the reason why she is still taking our son everywhere is because I have not become angry over it. The one time I did was enough to show me that I would be the only one that negatively affected by it. I have one week and much of this will be over, it is getting there that is the hard part.