It has been a few days since my last post and my last thread locked. Last Thread
On Friday I was really having a hard time not calling H. I hadn't talked to him since Tuesday...and I didn't go over on Thursday like I have ever since he moved back. I was still feeling sick so I decided to just take some medicine and go to bed so I wouldn't be tempted. ...Just as I was about to take the medicine my phone rang. It was H. The conversation went like this:
H: Are you ok? Me: Well, I have been sick but other than that I'm fine. H: Are you mad at me? Me: No H: Then why didn't you come over or call last night? Me: I wasn't feeling well...plus you could have called me. H: But you ALWAYS call me and say you are coming over. Me: Then maybe you should have wondered what was wrong with me H: Ok, sorry you're right. Would you want to go have a drink with me tonight?
So anyway, I went out for a quick drink and then came home pretty early since I was feeling so bad. At one point H said "I am in a really good mood....and I am really glad you are here with me." Then he called Saturday to tell me how his day at work went. Then called me again yesterday to see how I was feeling and just to talk. ...Yep, I think backing off and letting him take the lead was a good thing. I just need to keep doing that.
So I finally broke down and went to the doctor this weekend. He said I have bronchitis. They gave me two shots and he wrote me four prescriptions. I feel a lot better today...not 100% but I am getting there.
