Definately think I messed up yesteday \:\( too much pressure and chasing aarrggghhh.

There were some small positives but i think I have undone them. Have to start again I think.

Noticed today that she has removed me as a friend on Facebook \:\(

I think she has set her mind on Divorce and the only thing I can do is go along with it and try the LRT.

I kick myself for not noticing the signs/paying attention/Listening for making silly mistakes that I could have avoided that seems to have cost me the girl I love and cost her the man she loved. She loved me dearly, though it looks like it has all gone, I love her dearly and still do.

I wish and still wish that mine can be a success story, I still don't want to give up hope, please all pray for me.

Last edited by GavinO; 03/17/08 02:17 PM.
Me: 30
W: 31
T: 9.5 yrs
M: 4 Yrs
No Kids, 1 cat
Had a bad year
Turmoil started 22/Jan/08
Seperated, same house 30/Jan/08
Wanted D: 2/Feb/08
Going downhill and towards D with nothing stopping her!