You're free of course to do whatever you wish with regards to your husband, but I'm afraid I really can't help you. You're all over the map, and you need to decide what it is you want, and what you're willing to do to try to accomplish it.
Hey Neecy,
Don't worry we are all "all over the map" in the begining. I am still and it's been a year. I know what I want but it takes time to get there. Don't worry things will fall into place sooner or later. How ya doing today? beter that yesterday??
Dr LOve
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know