Right now I am pissed at me. Just ridiculous!! If I were watching this - and it was my friend I wouldn't know what to do anymore.
S19 last night--- I said are you sick of hearing about it? He said No - just wish you would stop doing stuff that you know will hurt you in the long run... made me think.
YOu seem like your doing good Kissak. I understand your thoughts/feelings etc.
Trusting amazes me - she just continues forward. That is what I want to do. And all the people that have made it through to the other side of letting go. I want to be like them.
My mom asked me today "are you happy?" I said Mom I haven't been happy in so long....wierd concept.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
