Just checking in. Not much new to report other than I bowled a 150 the other night after not bowling for 15 years. There were bumpers on either side, but how much does that matter really
Let's see ... since W said last wednesday that she felt relieved and good we were going to D, and that she'd give me time and space until the end of the month, she's emailed me 3 times and stopped by the house once. She always had a good reason for each thing, of course, so I don't make it for anything more than it was (except her emailing to tell me she has music I would like). Just wonder what her definition of giving me space is. I made sure I wasn't here when she stopped by - let her wonder what I was out doing.
Plan on doing more of the same. At the end of next week I leave on a 4 day trip, so that'll be a nice break. After I get back is when she wants to make up an agreement and file. Not looking forward to that at all - wish it didn't feel like a death sentence. I really don't want to D, because I really do love my W. I know I'll move on and find happiness elsewhere - it's just that being happy with a companion again seems so very far away.
