Fish, you have jumped out of the pond man. That is funny, but all so correct. It is so nice to get away and not think about things or at least think clearly. I am really working on acceptance. Accepting that I am a lot closer to D then recon.

Got home from S12 soccer in VA for the weekend. We had the GREATEST time. It is so nice to hang out with normal people and see how normal families interact.

Got home at 6 and had a nice dinner with W (Filet Mignon) and family. Nice conversation and then I headed off to my room to create more space and keep house nice and quite and easy. My goals for the next week are no fights or arguing. Let things fly by. Don't think to much and don't assume based on fear. Things can not be as bad as I think all the time.

New latest read: The Good Divorse (Ahrons) excellent

Well, one positive is we had a spectacular weekend!