The last few days have been hard ones but I know I will be ok. I am disappointed because I saw & heard of H's desire to become a better person and his reaching out to me during that time made me think he wanted me to know this about him for a reason. To learn he has someone new in his life was fairly shocking. I did not expect that.
I don't believe he will ever see me as an attractive option. I'm part of his past life that he says he was unhappy in. He wants fresh & new; that's what he's rebuilding his life with now. He has a house of his own now and someone new that doesn't look at him knowing what he did. That is a very big deal to him; he wants to forget and move forward. I'll always know what he cost us and that is why he no longer wants to be around me.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
