Oh, Jen, I wish I knew how to feel about all this!

I guess I will get up tomorrow and keep DBing. I cannot give up now, in my heart I believe H will be back. It is myself I doubt. What if I didn't change as much as I thought I did? I'm full of anger and self pity and I hate it! Makes me feel so small and weak.

(((((thank you for your support))))))

I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders
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M 46
H 45
D 17
M/T 23
Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06
Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07
Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08