Addie, I agree with Kalni. If there is anyway to keep her out of mind then please do. Could you try the elastic band trick? You put an elastic band around your wrist and everytime you think of OW or H with OW then you snap your wrist. Sounds simple but I hear it works.
You know? I was thinking even though he's with OW he spent Saturday night with you and S and is planning to spend today with you too. That should mean a lot.
The more he spends at your home the more OW will persue your H. And WE know that doesn't work right?
I think he went after her for the thrill. Now that he's "got" her the thrill might lessen.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
