I'm so sorry to hear your news. Please remember though that there are quite a few people on these BBs who thought they had lost their spouses forever only for them to return home later (even years later).
If you feel you can continue then keep Dbing. You know he will see how much you've changed once you are around him more.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
